My Biggest Fears
- insects, namely bees
- great heights
- hurting the people I care about most
I suppose I'm also highly paranoid about losing close relationships with people purely out of neglect. I'm always expecting the other person to nurture the relationship, or think that extra nurturing shouldn't be necessary, that a friendship should fuel itself. But alas I've learnt, we must love (until our hearts hurt) in order to be loveable.